Monday, 24 April 2017
There are 'feelings', ie emotions;
there's 'feeling' ie the sense of touch;
and then there's the other kind of feeling .. which I'll try to talk about today.
Stephen Harrod Buhner talks about "feeling the touch of the world upon us".
He's talking about the natural world, of course, but we have to keep in mind that the natural world includes people. You, for instance.
I'm in the midst of a love affair with beets.
Not, alas, fresh from the garden. It's only early spring here, so not much is coomin' oop yet. What there is, is a delight of course (do click to enlarge):
|lilliputian dandelions |
(shown with coyote bones)
|adorable, crinkly thumbnail|
mallows (with mullein)
|finch feathers of yarrow|
|teeny tiny whorls of cleavers|
with dropped clothespin
Minute as they are, none of these delights are making it to the house.
They're strictly for grazing on in situ, so to speak.
The beets in question are of the humble, bagged in plastic, devoid of greens, super cheap at the grocery store because hardly anyone ever buys them variety. Utilitarian.
Wednesday, 19 April 2017
Two stories from our little town to share with you today. In both cases, admittedly, there was enough money at hand to make things happen, but the money isn't the point here, it's the attitude.
The first involves our neighbour, Mike-next-door (so named to differentiate him from Mike-down-the-street).
My day to day life is blissful right now. It's not that it doesn't have some challenges - what life doesn't? - but I am feeling blessed beyond measure. It's spring, for one thing, and that helps. I do believe this past winter was the worst of my life, but it's over and I feel better. So much better.
However, when it comes to my blogs, it's another story. I wrote the post below a few days ago, just to get it out of my system, thinking I would keep it in draft to post if one more straw was added to my back. I'm not at that point, but I'm posting it anyway because .. hmmm, how to put this .. because readers of blogs sometimes forget that the writer is human. That the writer is sometimes overwhelmed by what blogging entails; this is particularly true of (but not limited to) the relationships that can develop in the background.
These difficulties are probably just part of the game, and I probably just need to toughen up to deal with the worst of them. That's a conundrum though; I am already fairly prickly of personality and if I get any more prickly no one will come near me. I want people to feel they can approach me .. I just have to find a way to reduce the intensity of those relationships, to stop them from sucking the energy from me in the way they sometimes do.
Anyway, for those interested, here's the post, as it was written when I was approaching my wit's end ..
Friday, 14 April 2017
Thursday, 6 April 2017
(As titles go, maybe I should apologize for that, it's lame. But considering my first choice was "ask me how many fucks I give right now" you could consider yourselves lucky. This piece gets ranty about stuff you've heard me rant about a hundred times and there are plenty of f-bombs to boot. So feel free to skip it, I just needed to get fucking well get it off my chest.)
As I said in the last post (read hundreds of times by bots worldwide!), these are interesting times, astrologically speaking.
My experience of which 'on the ground' (if I may continue in a cliched vein) is turning out to mean that certain 'challenges' and 'opportunities' coming up in my life, particularly of the 're-do' variety, are even more frustrating than they were the first time around. Seeing this .. er, crap .. coming up behind me in the rear view mirror (objects in the mirror are closer than they appear), I'm starting to feel like that bowl of petunias thrust into existence because some fool initiated the maximum improbability drive.
Monday, 3 April 2017
I had a look-see at the astrological charts for April and wow there's some interesting 'stuff' happening in the stars.
I won't go into detail (it's not my specialty) but I can tell you that 4 planets (at least) will be 'retrograde' for most of the month. Retrograde is an astrological term for the phenomena of a planet appearing to move backwards through the heavens. It's not, of course, (that would cause some gravitational mayhem, to put it mildly),